p o l k a d e e d o t

//Jumat, 20 November 2009 05.38

insomniac

another night of my new bad habit again.

i can't sleep all nightlong.

hey i do try it!

nah! damn how im trying to sleep.

believe me im sick of this. i just want to have a nice sleep (maybe with a marvelous dream of kyuhyun lol). i don't know why this shit can happen to me since sleeping was one of my hobby. it's like 5 in the morning and i still can't sleep. i feel fully awake now (yes i don't know how could it be). i feel like a robot right now, with all parts of my body seems to move itself without my order.

soo, what did i do in order to make myself sleep?

(this night for example)

1. made a hot milk and drank it slowly

2. turned on mbell—my laptop, plugged in my headphones, listened to fav song, danced to the beat till tired

3. lied my body on the bed and closed my eyes

4. prayed

5. counted till a hundred

6. still awake

7. gave up lol

i did try didn't i? well, im absolutely exhausted now, but i feel like writing, so here i am in front of my laptop again and write this nonsense :P

well this is the end of this post. write again later. got a lot to do before campus-ing at 7.

adios,

rin

Label: insomnia